Thursday, June 21, 2007

Unexplained rage

okay. I'm in some weird place.

I'm raging. I can tell I'm raging. I want to throw things out the window. I want to scream. I want to punch pillows. And I have NO idea why.

Seriously, not a single thing. I'm not angry at any particular thing, I seem to be angry at everything.

And it's all of a sudden. Since, I don't know, maybe 8pm tonight.

It is strange, and very unpleasant. And I'm not sure what to do about it. I'm playing some music, but even it is making me angry.

So fucking weird.

I'm thinking maybe it's hormonal, even though I'm not due for my period, because so random, so out of the blue, so quick, and with no trigger, sure as hell sounds hormonal to me.

I'm just not sure what to do to deal with it... (aka, make it go away and leave me alone)

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Seeking Fashion Advice

Okay, so I'm going to the Dora Mavor Moore Awards on Monday (it's kind of the Toronto theatre version of the Oscars) so I, of course, had to get a new dress.

Tonight I got the new dress.

Now I need to know how to accessorize it.

And this is where you find folks come in.

Look at the picture below and suggest what kind of accessories you think I should have, including, any suggestions on shoes?

There are more pictures on facebook that I think you can access

Monday, June 18, 2007

planning is overrated

so, today at work I made all sorts of commitments to myself about what I was going to do to get my life back on track.

I made 11 commitments to myself.

Today I kept one of them.

Yep. 1 out of 11.


It's possible this is going to be a long process.

I have decided that instead I'm going to try and keep 2 for this week, then add 2 next week and so on.

So, the two for this week are:
- make dinner (sounds basic, I know, but when tired ordering in or eating out seems so much easier)
- walk home from work occasionally to enjoy a bit of transition time between work and evening (it's a bit more than a half hour walk, so it's a good amount of time for decompression)

Next week I think I'm going to try and add:
- leaving work on time
- bringing lunch everyday

Apparently I felt that since I am so infrequently posting on my blog you, dear readers, would be interested in the commitments I made to myself and couldn't keep, even on the first day.

You maybe excited (or indifferent) to know that one of the commitments is to do some kind of writing everyday, so, although that might be journaling, it also might be blogging. wheee!

What you may find slightly less exciting is that it's more likely that it will be journaling on my blog. Ah well, you win some you lose some.

Saturday, June 02, 2007


Hey, remember when I used to write interesting things here?

Yeah. Me too.

Man, those were the days.

The days before my theatre review gig.

The days before the country house.

The days before facebook.

It's funny, thing things that distract me from writing in my blog are all things I enjoy, all good things to have come into my life (well, except maybe facebook which would appear to be a time sucking relentless addiction), but blogging is something I enjoy too. I'm kind of sad that it's been pushed to the side.

But, apparently not sad enough to do anything about it. Which facinates me.

So, apparently instead of blogging on my blog I'm going to muse about why I'm not blogging...

Speaking of facebook, I have Mexico pictures up, and I think you can see them without logging in (but I'm not positive).

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