politically incorrect

i have a confession.

i know this is politically incorrect, i know i should find it disgusting, but i don't.

i find men who smoke very attractive.

if i see a guy on the street that i think is kind of cute, and then he pull out a cigarette and lights it i nearly cream my jeans when he comes my way...

i know i should be repulsed (even though i smoke), or at the very least, indifferent. but i'm not. i *love* it.

*shaking head* so bad...

*tut tut tut*

there's my confession for the day.