something new

well, this is odd.

lately i've been having feelings i can't identify.

i can't tell what i want / need.

normally i'm a pretty self-aware person. if i'm feeling something then generally i know what it is, i can identify it and act accordingly (even if accordingly is curl up into a ball and hope for it to pass).

but lately i have been having lots of moments where i can't identify my feelings.

i didn't notice this until this morning.

it's an odd thing. i suspect a side-effect of being so busy, not taking to the time to do any self-examination.

i'll start being more deliberate about that now....