motivation

why is it that motivation is sometimes so hard to find? i have stuff i could be doing right now at work, but it's all reading, and i don't enjoy reading (this type of stuff, i love reading for fun). so instead i am writing inane blog entries. la la la.

on another note, i made breadpudding last night (that's right, we live in the dessert apartment) with sourdough bread. it was different. still very tasty, especially warmed up, slathered in syrup and then topped with cookies and cream ice cream (it just sounds like a bowl of health doesn't it?)