why goddamit?!?!? why?!?

why is it sometimes so hard to just sit down and do the things you need to do?

i have to re-do a resume and cover letter for a job i'm applying for.

i have known this since friday january 6th. it's due tomorrow (friday january 20th, how the hell did that happen already?!?). i have done nothing on it. not one single solitary thing.

normally i wouldn't be re-doing my resume for a specific job, but i really want this one. it's permanent, in the field i love, still working in social services, a promotion in terms of level, and almost $10K more a year than i'm making now. and yet, i still have done NOTHING about preparing to apply.

what the hell is the deal with that?!?!?!