i suspect

i'm watching a movie that i suspect will be pretty terrible. it's called "a walk to remember" and i think it's just what i'm in the mood for. nice and brainless. actually, the begining is looking vaguely familliar, i think i may have seen it before. anyway, we shall see.

old friends...

i have friends that i've lost touch with that i would kind of like to reconnect with. i think. i don't know. i guess the truth is we drifted apart for a reason. anyway, the truth is i'd like to have some people back in my life, just to go to a movie someday or play euchre or something. Just casual. Just hang out. but i haven't looked that hard. i have to say, i'm a little nervous. there's the whole fear of rejection. i don't know, it's all so very complex. *grin* i have to say, i sometimes feel like i'm in high school again. career, what career? house, what house? responsibility, what responsibility? i'm 16, didn't you know. ;)

okay, truth is you couldn't pay me to be 16 again. but it would be nice to not have to worry about paying the mortgage, nice to not have to go to work, but yeah, 16, not so much.