hello, my name is mainja and...

i'm a star whore.

i admit it.

no use hiding it.

with the approach of toronto international film festival i find myself wishing i knew where the 'stars' were going to be eating and drinking, so that i could be there too.

i don't particularily want to talk to them, i just want to watch. i want to see how they interact, how they talk to people around then, what kind of a persona they project.

well, maybe if i went out with dickey i'd want to meet alan cumming (he's in neverwas which is being presented) because i think it would exciting to watch dickey interact with mr. cumming himself.

but man, i don't know, it seems so... um... lame? yeah. lame. it seems so lame to want to see the stars.

this next bit, this is an inside comment for the 4 of you who read this who know the story i'm about to refer to (someday when i have more energy i'll tell it to all of you in blogland) which means the rest of should feel free to tune out right about now (the funk soul brother...) -- so, should i get john to work up some kind of electronic counter to see how many famous folks i body slam or get body slammed by in the coming weeks? do i get bonus points if there is actual bodily damage? what about if one of us falls on our asses, even if we're not really hurt, bonus points there? i mean, i realise that the odds are better since the city will be thick with them, so maybe i should be looking at actually reducing the point level for just your average body check, but get a full point for falling or physical damage...