i'm spent

that's it. i'm done. no more. please.

i'm spent.

not in the had-seven-orgasms-so-i-can't-move-except-for-the-occasional-twitching kind of spent. no no. nothing quite so delicious. i'm talking about the there-is-so-much-going-on-i'm-bloody-overwhelmed-and-exhausted-and-i-need-a-rest kind of spent.

i was going to list all the stuff that is keeping me so exhausted, but then the idea of thinking about them and listing them seemed exhausting in it's own way.

i do know that that it will someday end, and likely sooner rather than later, but still, man oh man, i gotta say, if i were the prayin' type, i'd be prayin' for sooner.

and when that happens, well, hopefully i'll be able to have a life again, and perhaps, just perhaps, i will be able to start writing interesting things in my blog again (but lord knows i'm not making any promises...)